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Yes I know you probably wonder what happened sunday when I was invited to dinner for the second time by the man who likes blowjobs hehe :P "Oh no what happened? Did he force her to stay at his house and become his sex slave?"  No no dont worry I am still here and in one piece. I wanted to write my diary post much earlier today but somehow my computer was suddenly infected with a virus and I think I've spent FOUR HOURS now removing it! Such a meaningless waste of time *sigh* but now everything is fine again, no more virus, and I can finally finish my updates, but I have shorter time to write so its not going to be as long and detailed as I wanted it. But I can always write more during the week if there is something I want to add, like I did last time :)
The beginning of our dinner was the same as last time (except this time he kissed me when I came hehe) Then he was jumping around like a proud boy showing me all the improvements he had done on the house, and again I was very impressed. I wonder where he gets all the energy from when he has a daytime job too? If it was him visiting me I would have nothing to show.. "Look look I... made my bed!"
We ate dinner and drank wine and after the first glass of wine I was sooo ready for sex! It's always the same when I drink alcohol it goes straight into my pussy and makes it warm and wet.
After dinner I got up and since I just can't stand to waste food I wanted to put the left overs away. Yeah I know its silly but it was good food so why let it stay on the table and get bad? maybe I would get hungry again later, its a good idea to think ahead so I was lifting a heavy pan with both hands - and then he came up right behind me and said "wait!" so I stopped, I knew now something would happen, and there I was with the pan in my hands!
Oh, and just so you know it I was wearing the clothes I described in an earlier post, a short skirt and the long black stockings. And yes I did wear panties, black g-sting with some laces on. He was so close I could hear him breathe and he put his big hands on my hips and slowly pulled my skirt up and I still had the pan in my hands and couldn't do anything (and I didn't want to stop him hehe) and he whispered something like "You look a bit cheap today so I'm going to find out HOW cheap you are" (meaning "I'm going to find out if you are wearing panties")
The moment I felt his hands on me I got these really strong impulses in my body, I think I was shaking or shivering (not sure what word is the best to describe it) and my body really NEEDED for him to grab me really hard. I think he noticed it too but he just continued to pull up my skirt and then when he found out I was wearing panties he pulled them down! He let them slide all the way down to my feet and made me step out of them. Then he pulled my skirt down again to where it was before, so I looked like before just with no panties under my skirt. And then he gave me a clap in my ass like "Go on, put the pan away" so I did!
He had finished building and decorating the livingroom so we went in there and sat on his couch and he poured me some more wine. It was one of those very low and very soft couches where you can't sit up straight and I had a problem with my skirt because it was crawling up and showing too much, and I felt a little vulnerable alone with him and with no panties on.
I dont know where the panties went from there, I never got them back maybe like pirates he has a treasure chest where he saves them? hehe :)
We were talking about totally neutral stuff like his work and my studies, like we were actors in a play, or like in a game where we pretended everything was normal. But under the surface something dark and dangerous was lurking... or that is how I felt it. My adrenaline was pumping like crazy
Then suddenly with no warning he did a quick move and sort of grabbed my shoulder and leg and turned me around so I was face down on his couch with my ass up. I'm not sure how he did it because it went so fast and I was dizzy from the wine, but he held my arms with one hand and pulled my skirt up again with his other hand so I knew now he was going to fuck me, finally!
He pressed my legs open and in one move his cock was already inside me and I think I moaned really loud because he said "So that's what the slut wanted?" His cock felt oh so perfect, it filled me completely but not to the point where it's too much. And he fucked me SO HARD and he kept on saying all these degrading things like "You think you're so smart and pretty but all I care about is to fuck your pussy" and "when you speak and I look at you all I see is your cock sucker mouth" ... normally it would have made me angry but when he said it I liked it, it turned me on! Am I crazy?
Okay I think I'll stop now because its getting late, I'm sure my next diary post will be filled with even more details :) good night!
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You all have to send me a lot of positive thoughts tomorrow because that is when I am going to visit the man I've wrote about several times in my last diary posts hehe :) Actually it was today but he called me and told me he was too busy so we changed the date to sunday instead. So now I have one more day to wait and be nervous and excited and wonder if anything will happen - and WHAT will happen. And I'm pretty sure something will happen because when he called me we talked a little bit about our last dinner together, just in general terms, he asked me if I had a good time - he didnt mention anything specific but maybe he was afraid he had crossed the line when he took me by my hair and made me give him a blowjob? So of course I told him I had a really good time with him and I looked forward to sunday. I also didnt mention anything specific about the blowjob but I'm sure he understood what I was saying.
So now I am absolutely sure that he knows I liked what he did to me - and when I agreed to come back to him tomorrow its because I want something more to happen! :P If I didnt like it I would have just said no to one more dinner.
I will update my site with new galleries tomorrow before I leave, but I dont think there will be a diary update until monday or tuesday because I have some other things to take care of too so I will be a little bit busy - but dont worry I will tell you all the dirty details of what (hopefully) happens as soon as possible.
When I think about tomorrow and what will happen I get a warm rush inside. It's a feeling of excitement and also a little fear... I dont think he will actually hurt me but he has this strange control over me, I'm not used to it, usually I dont let people control me or tell me what to do but with this man I just want to be overpowered. It's like instincts take over and my instinct tells me he is the dominant male who takes what he wants.
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Ah yes now I've talked a lot about blowjobs lately, havent I? hehe Well I also started working again after my summer break. But there is not much fun to tell about work really, everything is the same and my boss is boring. And one more boring thing will happen tonight because I have a study group meeting *sigh* so its not all just fun and blowjobs. Right now I'm sitting here at my desk at work and dont have anything to do. When I get home I only have an hour to get ready for the meeting and as usual I havent read the book we are going to talk about at the meeting. And I think it will be late before I get home after the meeting so if I dont update my site much today you'll know why.
I need to find out what clothes to wear for the dinner I'm going to this weekend (with the man who "forced" me to give him a blowjob last weekend). I wore my new white dress last time so I cant wear that again.
I have a skirt that is a little bit shorter than my dress, maybe I'll wear that with a tight top? And I have some stockings with a black lace top I could wear under the skirt because the weather is getting colder now.
I want to make it clear to him that there is easy access to my pussy, without being a complete slut hehe :P oh and the stockings I have look much like these (click) The skirt I plan to wear will cover the black top of the stockings but not much more than that.
Okay I'll have to go now, I will be back tomorrow, I just want this day to be overwith because I cant wait for the weekend! :)
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Just some more talk about what happened this saturday. I had so much to tell yesterday and my post just grew and grew and I got more and more horny so I had to find a place to stop, even if I didn't feel like I had told you all there was to tell. I am still beside myself and I almost cant believe it really happened - or I cant believe the WAY it happened, because it was ofcourse not the first time I've given a blowjob, but the way things developed was new and exciting. The way he took control over me in a moment where I didnt expect it. You have to remember before this dinner I imagined 1001 possible ways for it to end but there was no way I thought it would happen like it did, it was very surprising for me, not like anything I've tried before!
And then this total change again after the blowjob, we sat down in his kitchen where he was almost done fixing everything, he had set a nice table and two chairs, it looked sort of romantic like a french cafe. And I found out he remembered I told him I like pasta. I also found out he can repair houses AND cook! We talked like two equal adult persons, not like I was his sex slave or anything like that. But sometimes he looked at me in a special way, I can't read minds but but it looked like he was thinking "I know how you look with my cock down your throat and with cum all over your face"
Maybe he wasnt thinking anything like that, maybe it was just my imagination? but it still made me blush and look down and forget what I was talking about - and then he smiled like he knew why I blushed.
Anyway it was a really nice dinner. I had a glass of wine and I still don't know why we didn't have sex. Maybe it is part of his big master plan? he could have grabbed my hair again, or my arm or just told me to spread my legs and I would have done it.
But instead we just talked until it got dark, and then he walked me home. He had his arm on me and his hand was on my lower back all the time when we were walking. I hoped he would put it down on my ass but he didn't
When we came to my house we kissed and that is when he asked me to come again next weekend. Now both his hands were on my hips and I felt dizzy, all blood left my brain and pumped into my breast and pussy area! I think it was on purpose, he knew exactly what he was doing and he knew it would drive me crazyyy So now I wait for this week to end and I really hope something will happen when I visit him again!
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As promised an update on what happened this weekend - in particular saturday when I had dinner with a man! (read previous posts for more details on him). And yes I think I finally have something exciting happening in my life! I told you I was nervous to go, and as time for leaving came closer I got REALLY so nervous it was crazy! I almost called him and told him I was sick and I think the only reason I didn't call him was because then I would have to explain here in my diary why I was such a chicken. Even on my walk over to his house I wanted to turn around and run back and just forget about dinner hehehe I can't believe I'm so silly!
Well I got there, and wow what a difference! Last time his house looked like... a place that was clearly not ready to live in but after just one weeks time he had done so much! The garden was cleaned up and the grass was cut. He must have seen me coming because he came out of the door as I came, he looked really happy and proud and he showed me around and talked and talked about all the changes.
We got inside the house and he showed me more stuff he had done, I don't remember all of it, some repairments on the floors and in the kitchen, and all the boxes and furniture he had moved into one big room. So his plan was to fix the rooms one by one, first fix and repair everything in a room, then paint the walls and make the floor look nice, then move in furniture and decorate it. Then on to the next room.
I was really impressed! It's so sexy when a man knows how to fix things like that! Yeah I've probably said it before but it really is!
And when he was showing me around in the house I noticed there was this... tension (is that the right word?) between us... it's not so easy to explain, when you've tried it you know what it is. Just some very small signs, like when he looked at me too long, or he was standing too close, or smiled when there was nothing to smile at, or even the way he was breathing. And I think I acted the same way and he noticed it too, because he is a smart person and he paid a lot of attention to me all the time.
The first room he had fully finished was his bedroom. It looked great, a nice big bed with fluffy white pillows, I was actually a bit surprised that a man like him had such a nice bed so when we were on our way out of the room again I said something like "Wow that bed looks much better than mine, I would love to try it" - He was right behind me at that point and I was going out the bedroom door - (and NOW the exciting part begins!!) and then I felt his hand on my hair! I still thought we were just chatting and I was about to ask him if I had a spider in my hair, maybe he was trying to brush it away with his hand? - but I never got to say anything because he grabbed all my hair (I have long hair) in his hand (!!) and held it so I couldn't move forward!
So I stopped, I didn't say anything, and everything was just dead quiet for a few seconds. My heart was beating so fast, I wasn't really scared, more like excited! He didn't exactly hurt me or anything, but it's not normal to hold on to other peoples hair like that! Instinctively I knew he wanted me to turn around so I did, and we walked back to his bed.
Here he let go of my hair so I could turn around and face him... I felt totally overpowered... weak... and horny. I don't know how he knew I would react like this, it was a risk for him because I could have reacted in lots of other ways, I could have screamed or even called the police.
I have never tried anything like it before. He simply took control over me in a way that was not especially aggressive or violent, but it was very effective. It was a mental way. I sat down on his bed, he was standing up, and he made me suck his cock. First he let me suck it the way I wanted, it gave me a nice warm and calm feeling to have his cock in my mouth.
Then he held my head with his hands and pressed his cock a little bit deeper into my mouth... and then deeper again. And he looked at me with his strong eyes all the time! In a very insisting way, like he didn't want me to look away and if I did he gave me a soft clap on my cheek to make me look up again! It was humiliating but in a very exciting way... his cock was so deep in my throat it made my eyes water (oh and by the way he had a really big cock!) and still I had to look at him... ohh I get horny now when I think about it :P
Sometimes when he pushed his cock too deep in my throat I tried to put my hands on him and make him step back but he didn't move at all, so again I felt weak compared to him... damn I really have trouble writing now because I'm horny hehehe... well at last he pulled out and came on my face, all over my face and he had so much cum I thought it would never end!
This was the most exciting part of the day, we didn't actually fuck after the blowjob, we ate dinner and I promised to come and visit him again this next weekend - and I'm SURE there will be more to tell then! I will continue with more details tomorrow, I wanted to tell all right now because I'm so happy that there is finally something interesting to tell but I really badly need to masturbate! So the rest will have to wait until tomorrow.
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It's countdown for my weekend dinner with a big strong man :P Saturday (tomorrow) afternoon I will leave and walk over to his house and then we'll see what happens. All I hope for is a nice afternoon and evening with some good food. Well maybe if I am completely honest I do hope for a little bit more. Some kissing would be great, and sex would be even better! I have tried to imagine what could happen. I get so excited, like I'm filled with butterflies inside when I think about his body and how it would be like to see him naked or even touch him! Or have him touch me! If nothing happens and we only talk and eat it will still be okay but I will probably be a little disappointed.
But since I dont know if he is interested in sex with me I dont want to set my hopes too high. One thing is for sure, I will look for even the smallest signs of interest hehehe I will pay close attention to every move he makes! And I will analyse everything he says!
Well at least I bought myself some new clothes to wear tomorrow, a really nice dress, not "slutty short" but also not "boring long", it's white summerdress and the fabric is a little bit sheer so if you pay real good attention you can see my underwear through it but not completely, only if you know it and look closely, and the dress has buttons all the way down in front.
I also bought new panties and a new bra. All my old bras have become just a bit too small, I dont know why but it seems my breasts keep on growing, or my bras shrink! So now I have ONE bra that really fits me hehe :)
So what ever happens tomorrow I am READY! :) I can even stay overnight if things develop the way I want them to. I just need to be home again by sunday afternoon because I get some friends over for a visit.
And I will do my best to keep my site updated though the weekend when I can, but dont expect a diary update until monday. And wish me luck please! :)
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I'm waiting for it to stop raining because I want to go out shopping today. I don't do that very often, I don't think about clothes and shoes all the time, but I decided it would be a good idea to buy some new clothes, maybe you remember I told I got invited for dinner this weekend? And I am getting more and more nervous now so I thought maybe if I bought some new clothes to look good in then at least I didn't have to worry so much about that. Then there are all the other things I can focus all my worries on instead hehe :)
I feel stupid because this man is not really the type who cares what clothes people wear. As long as I don't show up in a shirt with tomato sauce stains So I guess when I wear something new it's more for my own self confidence and not because he will notice it.
And it's even more stupid because I don't know if he is interested in me. As I have mentioned before he is the father of an old friend and that is how I know him, so maybe he is just being friendly and maybe he doesn't have many friends because he just moved here so he invited me because he feels lonely? I don't know yet.
But I know I thought about sex with him lots of times already. And I know the few times I've had sex with men who were older than me it's always been really great sex! And I also know that I'm very attracted to him because of his masculinity, just looking at his hand gave me a nice warm rush in my body, I imagined how they would grab me and hold me down and squeeze my breasts...
I think I'll have to masturbate before I go shopping :)
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A man put his fingers into my mouth today, but unfortunately it was only my dentist. Usually I'm nervous for days before I go to the dentist and then afterwards I think it wasn't as bad as I had imagined. But this time it was bad. I don't know what got into him, maybe he just had a lot of extra time or something because I have never in my life had such a thorough cleaning of my teeth. It went on and on for maybe 15 minutes and then he had a new strange ultra sound thing he used after the normal cleaning and it was so terrible! It really felt like blood was dripping from my teeth when he was finished. Ouch ouch!
When I got home I had to eat A LOT of chocolate to feel better. It tasted like blood and toothpaste. I'm sorry I know it's disgusting but it was so traumatic I had to tell someone :(
Well the good part is if I get lost in the dark I just have to smile because my teeth are so white now they will light up everything
It's only 9 pm but I've been tired ever since I got home from the dentist so I think I'll stop writing now and just watch some TV and go to bed early. Than God there is a whole year until I have to sit in a dentist chair again!
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Hey hey, it's sunday and it's getting late but I thought I would just give you an update on my visit yesterday. You can read my last post where I talk about meeting the father of an old friend if you don't know what I'm talking about, and to read my description of him hehe :) Okay so yesterday I decided to visit him, or actually I had already decided it the day before. But saturday I did it. He lives in walking distance, it only took me about 10 minutes to walk over to his place because he lives in a house he just bought in the same area where I live with my two new room mates. It's an area with "one family houses" so most people who live here are families with children, or older couples.
His house was easy to spot because the garden was much "wilder" than the neighbour gardens, he had just moved in and I could see the house had been empty for a while before he came, the grass needed a cut, there were boxes outside with things he had moved out of the house, even some furniture, it all looked like a lot of work to be done
He didn't know I was coming, and I was a little bit nervous about it, I know I had a feeling he really meant it when he told me to visit him but still...
Well I had nothing to worry about because he was so happy to see me, he said "Hiii!" and smiled and invited me in. The inside of his house was total chaos, much worse than the garden, oh my God there were boxes and bags and furniture spread everywhere. And even I could see how bad the floors needed to be washed, and the windows too I had never seen anything like it!
He (his name is Patrick by the way) told me he bought the house very cheap because of its condition, it needed a lot of repairs done and cleaning etc etc but he wanted to work on it, he is a handyman type so he could do most of it himself. I imagined him repairing the house... naked upper body dripping with sweat... and big tools in his big strong hands... a very nice thought hehe :P
I know he is older than me but I think he is attractive, very manly and masculine and I like that!
We sat down and had a cup of coffee in the only room he had prepared for living in, there was a table and two chairs and a mattress on the floor for him to sleep on, and some bags probably with his clothes in them. Again we just talked and talked, he was so friendly and easy to talk to, and several times he told me I was a funny and interesting girl! Yes he really said that! Nothing more happened, only talking, and when I walked home I felt so happy, like I was the smartest and funniest person ever because Patrick told me so :)
Oh, and he invited me to come to his house next weekend to have dinner. He told me he would work and work on the house all week and then in the weekend he wanted me to come and see all the things he had done. I said yes of course :)
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Do you remember I told you I was going to a family birthday party? Well the party was no fun, just a really boring family gathering and some cake and coffee. The interesting things happened BEFORE the party. I had to rush in to a shop and buy a birthday gift, last minute as always (when will I ever learn?). And as I was standing in line to pay the person behind me patted my shoulder and I looked at him and he looked at me, and it was obvious from his smile I should know him. But I didn't, I really had no idea who he was! He looked like he was in his late 40's and he looked like a "wild man" or like the captain of a pirate ship you know, his hair was longer than most men's hair, he had some beard or just hadn't shaved for a week, clothes looked casual and he simply looked.. umm.. a little bit different.
But don't get me wrong, he didn't look like a homeless person, he was NOT dirty or unwashed or looked poor. It was more like he just put on the clothes HE liked, and let his hair and beard grow until HE wanted to cut it, instead of when others thought it was time.
And I like that attitude in a man.
Oh, and he was tall and strong looking, actually he was really attractive, so in my mind I searched and searched for who he was but no answer came up.
He started laughing, I think he could see how confused I was. And then he told me he was the father of one of my girlfriends - One I had not seen since she moved to a new school when we were 12 or 13! No wonder I couldn't remember him and I am still surprised he could recognize ME! Maybe I still look the same? Well I know for a fact my boobs and ass have grown since then hehe :P
So he told me how my old girlfriend from back then is doing, and then he told me he had just been divorced from his wife (my girlfriends mother), and he had bought a house near the place where I live now, only a few streets away! We talked and talked, he was such a nice man, I don't even remember he was so friendly. Or maybe I just didn't noticed back then how my friends fathers were, I was too focused at boys my own age
Unfortunately I was in a hurry to go to the birthday party so I had to go, and he told me to come over and visit him in his new house. It wasn't just something he said to be polite, I think he meant it, I don't know what it was with his eyes they were so strong and intense and he looked at me with his strong eyes when he said it, a look that said "DO it!" - so I guess I'll have to do it :) I think tomorrow (saturday) will be a good day for a visit. I must admit I'm a little bit fascinated by him.
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Some days ago I read an article about women and their sex toys (like dildos etc), how they use these sex toys and how often etc. I think it was meant to scare people away or warn them against using things like vibrators and dildos because basically it said that if a woman starts using a sex toy on a regular basis then she will become more and more "addicted" to it and not want to use her fingers for masturbation - and in worse case she will also lose interest in REAL sex because the sex toy gives her so many great orgasms, much more intense than a man could ever do! So she will end up lonely and miserable with only one friend, one with batteries in it Hey this sounds almost too familiar!! Hehe naah just kidding, I do have friends with no batteries - my ELECTRIC friends!
Okay okay I'll stop now and be serious :)
Just before I sat down to write this I was in bed masturbating with ONLY fingers and no toys. And I have to say even though I've had sex toys for a long time now I still enjoy doing it with my fingers.
I like both. I like doing it with my fingers and I like doing it with a toy. And preferably as often as possible! It's not the same type of orgasm I get from fingers and from toys.
With my fingers I can be very exact with where I rub, sometimes I can find an exact spot the size of a small coin, its not directly on my clit always, sometimes its right next to it, and when I rub precisely on this spot I can get such a warm intense feeling in my body I start to shake long before I even get my orgasm.
With a vibrator it's not so precise, everything vibrates, from my waist down to my knees but then good part is it goes deeeep inside and vibrates on some spots inside I could never reach with my fingers. So a vibrator gives me intense orgasms too, oh yeah! But they don't feel the same ways as intense finger orgasms.
Wow that was a lot of orgasm and sex toy talk. Tomorrow there will only be a quick gallery update I think, because I'm going to a family birthday party so I'm not sure when I will be back, could be late.
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My mother and step father were here all day on one of their long long looong visits, gah I thought it would never end! My mother has a way of saying things without saying them... like "That is a nice grey lamp you have over there in the corner. Oh? It's black? My mistake dear, all the dust on it made it look grey" Mostly I just ignore it and let it go. Today was actually not so bad, maybe because I've lived here for so short a time that there's no dust yet. I bet she was really disappointed when they left, "Grrr, why was there no dust on her things? I didn't have ANYthing to talk about all day!" hehehe
Well I finally was alone again and had time to update my site. When I've been spending time with my mother I always wonder how she would react if she knew I have an adult website. And if she knew how many thousands of hours of porn movies I've watched since I found out how interesting porn movies are hehe :P
Of course she knows I'm sexually active... or does she? Hmm. She MUST know because I've had boyfriends, but it's definately not something we discuss. My sex life and her sex life are non existant when we talk But I think most people feel that way about their parents sex life, we dont want to know it, or see it or hear it.
Actually right after my mother met my step father we did have a conversation that had to do with sex. I think she asked me something about condoms! I dont remember exactly what it was, but it was clear it had something to do with them having sex and using condoms. It was very traumatic and left me with many nasty pictures in my mind.
Yuck no, I can't think about it. No more mom and no more condoms. Instead I want to think about a big hard cock with NO condom, and it's on it's way into my mouth and down my throat. Yeah that's much much better, now I can calm down again :P
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I dont have any preferences when it comes to piercings on guys. I dont really care if there are piercings or not and where they are located - except from one special piercing, I will come to that later. The reason why I talk about piercings today is because of a creepy pierced guy I met at my beach trip. The piercings he had didnt make him creepy, it was his whole attitude. You know, a person who thinks he's sooo hot, me me me look at me look at my sexy pierced nipples... (and no he was definately not a hot person at all, and his ego was much too big)
Well, he told me about all his piercings, the ones in his nipples and especially the ones "down there", I didn't see those and I didn't want to. All I wanted was to run away
The only piercing on a man I really DO like and dream of is when it's right under his lower lip, and shaped like something sharp or like a spike, like this (click) or like this (click) Those are sexy! I think maybe it would hurt if a guy with such a piercing kissed me... but that would be fine, like a bonus hehe :P
Actually I've noticed there are not so many people with piercings anymore, not as many as there were a couple years ago. So maybe I will never meet a guy with such a lip piercings and try to kiss him? That would be a shame. Any volunteers out there?
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Annnd now I'm back from my short summer vacation! I feel tired but also filled with new energy now that I am finally online again, ohh I've missed my computer and my internet and my sites and my emails! I have sooo much catching up to do, but it's really great to be back. And yes I had a nice vacation, the weather was so hot right up until now, it just started raining an hour ago so I was lucky to get home in time :) And I can rest and enjoy the silence until my two room mates come back tomorrow afternoon... aaah :)
The first day of vacation was a little bit boring because I didn't know anyone (except my room mates of course), maybe you know how it feels when you are the last one to join a group of people who have already gotten to know eachother and you are "the new person", and even worse when they have all started drinking before you came... then it's not so easy to fit in.
Next day it got much better, we all went to the beach with some guys from a neighbour house. On the surface it all looked very normal and innocent but I found on a LOT of things happen under the water when we went "swimming". When a guy asked "Do you want to go for a swim with me?" it can be translated to "Do you want to go in the water with me so I can touch you?"
I went out "swimming" with one of the neighbour house guys on the second day. Somehow he got my bikini panties pulled down when we were under the water and I didn't really notice it. I think maybe I was a little bit drunk hehehe :) the water was deep, almost up to my shoulders, and I didn't like to step on the ground so I was trying to jump around and swim and this made me kick off my panties in the water so suddenly I saw them float away from us!
And then someone saw them and shouted "look look there is a bikini in the water!" aaargh! yeah now it's funny but right then it wasn't. I still had on my bikini top and suddenly I developed supernatural power and THREW myself though the water and caught my panties and I'm sure my face was blushing and it wasn't only from my sunburn.
Next time I was more careful, I didn't let anyone pull my clothes off. But I let one other guy put his hand IN my panties and finger my pussy under the water, I liked it because it was a bit risky, there were people all around us so we had to look like we were just bathing and talking like everyone else.
But the next day I cut my toe under the water on a stone or a piece of glass, it was a really deep cut and it kept on bleeding for some time, so from then on I didn't do any "swimming" and not even much flirting.
Well that's not entirely true because I did kiss another guy late at night when I was very very drunk, but I don't remember what he looked like or anything, and the kiss was terrible, it felt like a dog was licking me yuck!
But still, it was a good vacation and my toe feels much better now. And I did get in very close contact with 3 different guys :P
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This will be my last update before I leave for my short vacation to the beach. I had to go buy some things today and I swear I almost passed out in the bus - it was SO HOT! Thank God I'm not a bus driver I really look forward to some days by the cool water with cool drinks, and to wearing nothing but a bikini. I packed two bikinis and some tops and mini skirts and other things, I think I'm almost done wohoo! For the first time ever I am ready the day before I leave. Could it be the beginning of a new and more well organized and structured life? Naah I doubt it hehehe
Oh, something embarrasing happened I almost forgot it again or maybe I repressed it because of the trauma? Well as I mentioned I was out buying some things and as I was walking back to the bus stop with my things I saw my own relection in a shop window and I noticed a BIG HOLE in my t-shirt!!
It was located sort of behind my arm so I couldn't see it when I just looked down, I had to look over my shoulder to see it. Actually the big hole was the normal arm hole but it was ripped up and had become much much bigger than a normal arm hole.
And I'm sure people behind me could look into this hole and see most of my left boob! So I wonder how many people have checked out my boobs today through the hole... maybe they thought my t-shirt was supposed to look like this and it was just a very daring t-shirt hehehe :)
That's what happens when you get dressed too late and don't have time to make sure your clothes is okay before you leave! And when you don't throw away a ripped t-shirts and buy a new one instead!
Okay guys now I will say goodbye, I will see you friday I think :)
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Dear Diary Tuesday August 26
